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Just got back from POH in pontiac for medical detox treatment. I was only there for 4 days, but it sucked. I was supposed to continue in-patient treatment in a half-way house for 30 days, but my insurance won't cover it. So now I'm back in saginaw, and 4 days has definitely not changed my attitude towards sobriety, which worries me.

My birthday is on thursday and the holidays are coming up. Someone shoot me please.

long time, no self-pity-ranting. Jail sucks, and no one should feel they deserve to feel cool about having to go there ever. I was sentenced to 14 days in county, and 6 months probation. If this experience doesnt kick my ass into shape, I don't know what will. It was the lowest, most pathetic I've felt about my situation in a long time. I cried in jail. I'LL ADMIT IT. Whatever though, I think it was the reality check I've been waiting for/needing.
Visited my beloved Amelia in Mt. Pleasnt and stayed with her at central, along with Cameron.
Other than that I feel like I'm losing touch with a lot of good friends, without placeing blame on either party. I don't know. As far as I'm concerned I'm ready to move to the AZ. Unless by some miracle things turn around for the best around here. But I'm not holding my breathe.
I think everyone needs to download Karen O's soundrack to 'Where the Wild Things Are'. Adorable movie. Awsome music.

Wiz Khalifa is going to be promoting tomorrow at the magic bean. I'm going to go and become best friends with him. Other than that, I'm gonna drink DRANK every single day. So good.

I'm reminding myself to never go to standish again. Why is it that trashy people think that their hollister 'IM SO CALIFORNIA LOOK' is good for trying to not look trashy? Makes saginaw seem better. and that's an expansive accomplishment.
Sandusky in like two weeks! tickits are cheap. but I would pay however much it takes to see cameron cry on a rollercoaster..

FUCK ASHER GODDAMNED ROTH. He fucking sucks. He’s the new red headed bitch imitator verion/s of a pictionary game of the Beastie Boys. If he can get famous anyone can.
Enough of that. Anyway-
I’m just beginning starting to appreciate the Cassadaga album, even though it’s been out for like 2 years. Probably the closest to folky type shit I’ll ever be willing to listen to. Besides Devendra Banhart. Or Animizzy Collizzy.
I've been up since five, and I have no idea why. Can't sleep in late anymore I guess. This whole being unemployed thing is really making me go crazy. I went in and got my last check from Wendy's yesterday. Thank god it'll be the last time I'm in that piece of shit. Lauren just has to make a (another) kick ass resume, and then I can turn in all the apps I’ve filled out. I also have to get my mad study on for my G.E.D. So if there’s anyone who wants to tutor me in geom. II it would be okay with me. I’m just gonna sit around on my ass asphyxiating in my own self loathing until I actually accomplish something in my 18 years of living. I’d like to say I’m excited for summer, but it’s not the same excitement that came with the previous 17 months of May I’ve had in my life. Because I’m gonna be poor the entire time.

PS- Don Cannon ( cannon..cannon..cannon...) produced the new Cool Kids Mixtape? and Ludacris and Bun-B are featured on it? I mean I know the Cool Kids were on that Rhapsody commercial playing Black Mags a year and a half ago, but Ludacris butchers any indie credit they had before ”Gone Fishin” dropped. The only good thing about the Cool Kids going slightly mainstream is that hopefully some actual black youth will know who the cool kids are now. Speaking of mainstream, N.A.S.A. (as in the DJ’s) got this months cover spread of URB. Wtf? They were also on MTV2 in some way or another, or so I hear. Which completely confuses me. How are they gonna shoot music videos? Pay all the artists songs they use to mash up together to come be on a set? The worlds going crazy. A movie of 'Where the Wild Things Are' is coming out. CRZYY i'm wearing the shirt the day i found out.

Too many thoughts, events, and benzos. Not enough time.

Other than that, I am insainely obsessed with the watchmen. I've read the book like 4 times, seen the movie more than I can count on one hand, and I'll probably watch it again tonight.

I need to do something with my life.

I am completely biased towards "X-Men Origins: Wolverine" They will totally butcher any kind of pre- X Men wolverine that was intended to NEVER INCLUDE CYCLOPS. What the fuck. Why is his eye laser ass up in the trailer?!

BUT ANYWAY- I'm seeing it opening night, simply for Gambit being in it. Finally.

WINTERS ALMOST OVER.

Rejoice.

I don't care what critics say, they' are ranting out their asses. Watchmen was fucking amazing. So amazing it's been the only movie that I've actually paid to see twice in theatres. Besides the second time me and Cameron went with his little neighbor Greg to see Amityville Horror.
The film wasn't exactly a mirror image of the comic book, but only for harboring slight left-outters, but I don't think it was supposed to be a copy of the book, either. It was visually entertaning as any movie I've seen. If you want graphically illustrated literary perspicuity, read the damn novel, not watch an action interpretation of it, duh, stop hating. Soundtrack was horrible, and it was like 3 hours long, but I can still honestly say that I think about wanting to see it again everyday.
You know what fuck feaux-hip/trendey Spin Magazine criticism, while I'm at it. I don't care what they have to say about the new YYY's album. It's far more amazing than their last two, put together.

It's officially spring, and I'm doing nothing but working BS shifts, and fucking around. However, I anticipate this summer to be far sweeter than last. I can't see it being worse.
This winter seems like one of those long road trips that you're only have aware of because you're only half-consious the whole time. Not to say the winter was a smooth car ride by any means, but at least i spent most of it too absent minded to really give a fuck.

COURT THIS WEEK. YAY. I'm glad I make such smart responsible decisions. all the time.

I'm such a dumbass. The courthouse makes so much money off me.


"STRESS" -Justice

Too bad their show is 21+
Go figure. I'm so mad. I know Kid Sister would have been at there, too. It's not like anyone I knew wanted to go anyway, except Cameron. and Chicago is a tiring drive.
So this means everything else is shit.
I need a new job, my lungs can't take the deep-fried air.

But I can say, it's awsome to see old friends. Oddly that's been an often occurance lately. But I like it.

I hate to admit that I'm even considering buying sell-out Watchmen clothing from the mall. but whatever, my step dad tried to get me to like the watchmen back when i was still dumb enough to listen to my chemical romance, which was like freshmen year shit. I really can't wait for the movie, but I hate how it will much it will blow up.

I wish I was moving to Scotssdale.

I severely need next summer to go as I'm planning. I'm going crazy here.
but at least..



IM GETTIN BUCK TO THESE MOFOS IN UP-TOWN CHI FEB 14!
FUCK VALENTINES DAY

Goodbye liver,

hello Diplo!

I want to do fall type things or something. I'm exited for halloween, but even more excited for the diplo show coming up. I need to buy my ticket asap, should be a good time. I need a good time. Things could be going better lately, that's all.

( Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans. )

It's like the 2nd official day of fall. This makes me pretty excited, It's starting of well. Some paychecks should be nice. and some dope ass shows should be nice, too.

MSTRKRFT
Oct. 8
Royal Oak Theatre
Royal Oak, MI

DIPLO
Oct. 22
The Magic Stick
Detroit, MI

JAGUAR LOVE
Nov. 8
The Magic Stick
Detroit, MI

GIRL TALK
Nov. 11
Eagle Theatre
Pontiac, MI

I'd like to say I'm going to all four, but we'll see.